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silencing the brain
I posted this photo on my Facebook to show my friends, I still have a goofy side to me although lately I've really been harping about...
Jul 31, 20253 min read


depression and alcohol
I told a friend who encouraged me to do more writing that I do my best writing when I am feeling depressed … or anxious. I found this...
Jul 27, 20258 min read


happy then not
My new plant stand with all my plants I am learning to take care of. The stand was actually a clothing hanger my middle daughter made. ...
Jun 11, 20256 min read


not as clear cut as you think
I want to say something about this post that I saw a couple weeks ago. (In photos) I’ve tried to let it go from my mind as much as...
Jun 1, 20257 min read


lack of concentration
Hi everyone - just me saying I love you and wish you well. So I was listening to a podcast for the last week and it was about women who...
May 22, 20253 min read


first diary
Tonight as I was looking for something in the garage attic I came across a tub that had many old Peanuts books of mine. I was relieved...
Feb 9, 20256 min read


God. That is all I say.
Early morning drive to a volleyball tournament on a Sunday morning. God. That is all I say when I think something horrible or I have...
Feb 2, 20258 min read


the interview
On December 9 it was a good day for me. It was a Monday and I worked and when I left work I felt so purposeful and like I'm able to make...
Dec 27, 20248 min read


hey friends!
I have two posts from my YouTube videos that I have needed to edit and get on here. I am sorry, I am so behind. Just much going on with...
Dec 20, 20242 min read


own who you are chick
After seeing a friend tonight whom I had not seen for almost a year, I realize that the last time I saw him, I was actually getting this...
Dec 5, 20247 min read


growing up sucks
When I first created my Facebook page years upon years ago I told myself that I was absolutely going to be honest and real. I wasn't just...
Nov 18, 202411 min read


a bad day is okay
It took me 5 times to record this post. I have recently taken to recording my videos first without any script. More authentic and...
Nov 6, 20246 min read


it's a God thing
I have not been on here for a really long time. In fact pretty much since I got my job at the agency, I think it goes to show that for...
Oct 19, 20248 min read


new life
I had no idea that going back to work would be so hard on my brain. I guess when you place your brain into a whole new environment and...
Sep 22, 20245 min read


uncurving the curve
Yes, I know 'uncurving' is not an actual word. But considering Unmaking a Mess is my blog title, I felt it was appropriate to create a...
Sep 2, 20247 min read


the curve - 2
The things that happened .... I bought groceries [post - decreased benefit] so I was being super conscious about what to buy. Brought...
Aug 29, 20248 min read


the curve =
Lately, I drink coffee all day to stay sharp (and awake), yet I wonder why I feel anxious at times. But I have been doing this for a...
Aug 21, 20245 min read


Triumph, Shack and a Beetle
Ironically I’ve been listening to my old school rock band Triumph when working in my yard - the song Fight the Good Fight. It moves me!...
Aug 12, 20243 min read


ugly talk
You are beautifully and wonderfully made. I used to say things that really made me ugly. I’m a firm believer that we are all beautiful...
Aug 2, 20245 min read


the now
Yesterday I was at my laptop in what I refer to now as our breakfast nook. It is just the front room where you first walk into the home....
Jul 13, 20244 min read
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