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me ... still
I am so effing sad, depressed, lonely and exhausted. Not physically exhausted but mentally and emotionally. Does this mean, when you see...
Sep 21, 202511 min read


me on meloncholy
My puppy, Bentley. My little buddy. He does provide contentment to me. 💛 By the time you get to the end of this, you are probably...
Sep 19, 20257 min read


me and alcohol
I was actually still sick this day but determined to get my butt outside and mow at least part of the pasture. I've been sick since last Thursday. Today is Monday. That is 5 days and I still do not feel the best. I think there might be only one person in this world who understands me and knows how much I despise being sick. He knows this of me because he knows I love my active days and energy. It is my previous business partner and friend, Chris. I think it is amazing how
Sep 8, 20259 min read


my own worse critic
I am my own worse and terrible critic. I cannot seem to be happy with myself. I feel like I don't do enough. When at the gym, I wish I...
Aug 18, 20253 min read


last stages
Alright here we go. Last Friday ... no, last Thursday, I picked up a check from the bank for my share of a business I helped begin 5 years ago. I don't want to get into all the who I did it with and why. I think I have written about that before. Okay, you do need some background. It is a coffee shop - made for the community in an area of our town where there was not one. And I wanted it to be a place for high school students to go to when they didn't have other options. The
Aug 5, 20257 min read


paranoid
What I am channeling these days. Thanks Ozzy for helping me to become who I am now too! I drove to work yesterday channeling my heavy metal days. Of course when you're much older it is a bit hard to do. But listening to Ozzy Osbourne definitely brings back some memories. Listening to Paranoid by Black Sabbath was one for the record of all throwbacks. I never got to see Ozzy in concert. At least I don't think I did. However, I did ask my ex-husband if we got to see him and
Aug 1, 20257 min read


silencing the brain
I posted this photo on my Facebook to show my friends, I still have a goofy side to me although lately I've really been harping about...
Jul 31, 20253 min read


depression and alcohol
I told a friend who encouraged me to do more writing that I do my best writing when I am feeling depressed … or anxious. I found this...
Jul 27, 20258 min read
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