Sometimes, I actually think I look pretty; other times I feel like such a worn down ... human and look like it terribly. I dislike those times. I cannot put off writing about this any longer. It plagues me day and night. I have to write about it to renew my mind. *sigh * Not that my mind will be in complete remedial relief. It will not because we will always be surrounded by negativity and how we react to it is what can heal us. Although, even when I react to unkindliness